Sigo siendo igual de inmadura que antes?

Siempre comienzo por una pregunta.

O por el principio dirian otros.

Que no puedo tener lo que quiero? Que confìo mucho en mi suerte?

Pensaba que el tiempo pasa demasiado rapido, que no te das cuenta cuando los plazos se vencen y cae el telon.

Quiero volver atras y decirme que me calme, que piense mejor las cosas, que el mundo no se acaba por que el amor no esta.

Que hay cosas tan importantes como esa. Pero en ese momento eso era lo importante.

Te puede segar el amor? Existe de verdad el amor? o es solo un invento de ambrosoli??

Quiero decirme que me calle, que deje de hablar tanta tontera que si alguin quiere saber, que pregunte.

que no soy una excepcion a la regla, que tambien me quiero enamorar y ser feliz, pero pucha que cuesta crear lazos.

Quiero decirme que sea amiga de mis amigos ya que ellos estaran ahi para ti. No solo para hacerte pasar por ti en el telefono o darte coartadas.

Tambien quiero decirme que eso no era amor, eso era sexo.

Y que la desicion fue la peor que pude tomar y que al final no sirvio de nada.

Por lo tanto que lo piense mejor, pa la proxima ( si es que la hay).

Uff hay tantas cosas que me quiero decir.

Que me saque la venda, que hay un mundo mas alla, que el horizonte esta mas cerca de lo que yo creia.

Quiero estar y no estar, quiero ser y no ser, quiero pertenecer y no.

Que engorroso mi estilo.

Que deseo???

No lo se.

Solo quiero estar tranquila, feliz y dichosa.

Sentime que soy importante para alguien y que me valoran.

Quiero que mis sueños se cumplan.

HC2009

Los Monos son los nacidos en los años:
(1908, 1920, 1932, 1944, 1956, 1968, 1980, 1992)
Famosos que son de este signo:
Celine Dion, Johny Cash, Jennifer Aniston, Julio César, Leonardo da Vinci, David Copperfield, Joe Cocker, Bette Davis, Timothy Dalton y Christina Aquilera.
Características buenas de la personalidad: exitoso, inteligente, inventivo y tiene muy buena memoria.
Malos rasgos de la personalidad: problemático, peligroso y locuaz.
Compatibilidad del Horóscopo Chino: Son compatibles con Rata y Dragón.
Predicciones 2009 para Mono: De acuerdo con el Horóscopo chino, estas personas van a tener una gran fortuna en el 2009.
Sin embargo, con la llegada de esta fortuna, tiene que aprender a no mostrarla demasiado.
El año tendrá un inicio lento pero finalmente, se volverá uno de los mejores años en la vida del Mono.
Los monos tienen más probabilidades de verse recompensados por sus ideas y esfuerzos en el año 2009.
La astrología china también advierte a estas personas, de tratar de no contar sus ideas en el terreno laboral, tendrán que aprender a ser mas reservados.
Los monos van a tener inmensa popularidad y el apoyo de sus compañeros de trabajo este año. El Horóscopo chino 2009 indica que los monos van a disfrutar de una vida social activa.
Su pareja, si es que la tiene, estará más activa que nunca.
Los monos van a tener que cuidar su salud en el 2009, ya que estarán muy propensos a contraer enfermedades.
A estas personas se les recomienda, disponer de abundante descanso físico, así como también mental.
Los monos van a disfrutar de la estabilidad en su relación de amor en el 2009.
Este año, los monos van a ser el segundo signo del zodiaco con suerte, de los doce signos en la astrología china.

Shattered Glass

Ha-uh, Ha-uh, Ha-uh
haaaa-hoo
Ha-uh, Ha-uh, Ha-uh
haaaa

Did I wake you, were you sleepin',
Were you still in my bed?
Or is a nightmare keepin' you up instead?
Oh baby, are you feelin' guilty for what you did?
If you think you're hurtin',
You ain't seen nothin' yet!

[Chorus:]
Was it really worth it?
Was she everything that you were looking for?
Feel like a man?
I hope you know that, you can't come back
Cause all we had,
Is broken like shattered glass

You're gonna see me in your dreams tonight,
My face is gonna haunt you all the time
I promise that you gon' want me back,
When your world falls apart,
Like shattered glass, glass, glass, glass

Are you havin' trouble focusin' throughout the day?
Do you find yourself still callin' my name?
Do you wish you could be one time and take it back?
I bet you realize that she ain't half the woman I am

(Chorus)

Ha-uh, Ha-uh, Ha-uh
haaaa-hoo
Ha-uh, Ha-uh, Ha-uh
haaaa

EGO

Hey baby
How you doing?
You know
I'm gonna cut right
To the chase
Some women were made
But me, myself
I like to think
I was created
For a special purpose
You know,
What's more
Special than you,
You feel me?

It's on,
Baby lets get lost
You don't need
To call into work,
Cuz you're the boss
For real want you
To show me how you feel
I consider myself
Lucky that's a big deal

Why, well,
You got the key to my heart
But you aint gonna need it
I'd rather you open up my body
And show me somethin
You didn't know was inside,
No need for me to lie

It's too big
It's too wide
It's too strong
It wont fit
It's too much
It's too tough
He talks like this
Cuz he can back it up
He got a big ego
Such a huge ego
I love his big ego
It's too much
He walks like this
Cuz he can back it up

Usually I'm humble
Right now I don't choose
You can leave with me
Or you could have the blues
Some call it arrogant
I call it confidant
You decide where your from
On what I'm working with
Damn I know,
I'm killing you with them legs
Better yet them thighs
Matter a fact it's my smile
Or maybe my eyes
Boy you a site to see
Kind of something like me

It's too big
It's too wide
It's too strong
It wont fit
It's too much
It's too tough
I talk like this
Cuz I can back it up
I got a big ego
Such a huge ego
But he love my big ego
It's too much
I walk like this
Cuz I can back it up
I, I walk like this
Cuz I can back it up
I, I talk like this
Cuz I can back it up
I, I can back it up
I can back it up
I walk like this
Cuz I can back it up

It's too big
It's too wide
It's too strong
It wont fit
It's too much
It's too tough
He talks like this
Cuz he can back it up
He got a big ego
Such a huge ego
I love his big ego
It's too much
He walks like this
Cuz he can back it up

Ego so big
You must admit
I got every reason
To feel like I'm that bitch
Ego so strong,
If you aint know
I don't need no beat,
I can sing it with me alone

Single Ladies

All the single ladies (7x)

Now put your hands up
Up in the club, we just broke up
I’m doing my own little thing
you Decided to dip but now you wanna trip
Cuz another brother noticed me
I’m up on him, he up on me
dont pay him any attention
cuz i cried my tears, for three good years
Ya can’t be mad at me

[Chorus]
Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it

wo oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh oh x2


(Chorus)Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it


I got gloss on my lips, a man on my hips
hold me tighter than my Dereon jeans
acting up, drink in my cup
I could care less what you think
I need no permission, did I mention
Dont pay him any attention
Cuz you had your turn
But now you gonna learn
What it really feels like to miss me

(Chorus)

Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it

woo oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh oh 2x

Don’t treat me to the things of this world
I’m not that kind of girl
Your love is what I prefer, what I deserve
Is a man that makes me, then takes me
And delivers me to a destiny, to infinity and beyond
Pull me into your arms
Say I’m the one you own
If you don’t, you’ll be alone
And like a ghost I’ll be gone

All the single ladies (7x)
Now put your hands up
woo oh ooh oh oh ooh oh oh ooh
oh oh oh 2x

Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don’t be mad once you see that he want it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it woo oh ooh 2x

Halo

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

If A Were A Boy....

If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

SCEL

Trabajo, estudio, familia??? hijos???.

Se puede tener todo en perfecto balance??.

Por que siento que se me exige mas de la cuenta??

Acaso no puedo estar perfectamente despreocupada???

No sentir ataduras con nada ni con nadie??.

Asi es como empezamos y asi es como terminamos, enredandonos en cuentos que no queremos, pero que son una fachada de perfeccion para el resto.

Tienes todo lo que deseas y mas encima lo haces bien!! que genial, no?

Eres una madre modelo, una trabajadora ejemplar y una esposa ideal.

Cocinas, lavas, planchas manejas tu casa como reloj, a eso añadir que tus hijos estan perfectos de salud y se sacan notas increibles.

En el trabajo haces que todo funcione, de hecho si tu no lo haces las cosas no salen tan bien.

Pero y tu?

Eres feliz?

Te siente satisfecha?

Y la ayuda?

Alguien lo hace?

O solo se quedan mirando como haces equilibrio sobre una silla??

Me cansa

Pero es algo inevitable.

O no?

Aqui estoy yo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aquí estoy yo
Para hacerte

Reir una vez mas
Confia en mi

Deja tus miedos atrás

Y ya veras
Aquí estoy yo con un beso

Quemandome los labios
Es para ti, puede tu vida cambiar, dejame entrar

Le pido al sol que una estrella azul
Viaje hasta a ti y te enamore su luz

Aquí estoy yo
Abriendote mi corazón
Llenando tu falta de amor
Cerrandole el paso al dolor
No temas yo te cuidare
Solo aceptame....

Aquí estoy para darte

Mi fuerza y mi aliento...
Y ayudarte a pintar

Mariposas en la oscuridad
Serán de verdad

Quiero ser yo el que despierte en ti

Un nuevo sentimiento
Y te enseña a creer y a entregarte otra vez sin medir
Los abrazos que dé...

Le pido a dios
Un toque de inspiración
Para decir
Lo que tu esperas oir

De mi

Aquí estoy yo
Abriendote mi corazón
Llenando tu falta de amor
Cerrandole el paso al dolor
No temas yo te cuidare
Solo aceptame

Dame tus alas las voy a curar
Y de mi mano te invito a volar.....

Aquí estoy yo (y aquí estoy yo)
Abriendote mi corazón (mi corazón)
Llenando tu falta de amor (falta de amor)
Cerrandole el paso al dolor (cerrandole el paso al dolor)
No temas yo te cuidare (te cuidare)
Siempre te amaré....

Aquí estoy yo
Abriendote mi corazón
Llenando tu falta de amor
Cerrandole el paso al dolor
No temas yo te cuidare
Siempre te amaré.

Que puedo decir?

Hay algo que no he agregado aun?

Creo que nada, ya he dicho hasta el cansancio que la vida sigue, y es verdad SIGUE!!!

Pense que no, que era solo un cliché, pero no es una sabia palabra.

La vida sigue, se transforma, es alegre y es triste, es clara y es oscura.

Nuestros periodos de oscuridad nos dan espacio para pensar, retraernos.

Nuestros periodos de claridad nos llevan mas alla , nos destacan.

La vida sigue, y aprendemos de ella.

En quien confiar y en quien no, aprender que la gente que mas te ama es tu familia.

Son quienes te dan fuerza para levantar la cabeza, levantarte del suelo cuando te has caido.

Cuando la imagen del espejo no es la tuya, ellos te miran y te vuelven realidad.

Ahora quiero estar en tus brazos, abrazarte y decirte al oido lo mucho que disfruto tu compañia.